Driving in Waterloo coming out of parking garage never in,
Never out!
In a city been to?
At night,
As a passenger,
Am I allowed a response?
When Someone screamsnDon’t go over that!
I was wondering.who designed a parking garage not for drivers ever have Never been to it before,
What awful thing did I do,
I drove over a but of unseen curve,
Then Penny gives the response exactly like dad or others who feel the need to make themselves feel less a jealous and it all because of you!
‘Thought you knew how to drive!’
Because when driving from Hospital parking crappy ass garbage to Walmart you cross a double highway;
We were always taught you drive to the other side of the two lane road,
Got told I nearly killed her,
I have CPTSD,
Really really don’t enjoy negative people yelling,
Sometimes after I feel I’m get patted on the head afterward,
This morning since last night Penny’s mom had us return to independence,Iowa in highway twenty,
I didn’t think of that way to Dunkerton,
So I’m driving along,
Ring,ring!
Val where are you?
Mom just called I told her you should be here by now!
Hell’s bell two of us being negative is not productive,
Negativity helps nothing!
I told her then of course it was wrong!
Say this in your most negative voice,
‘ Wow thanks alot I’m freezing here and your going the longest.way backward possible!’
I grew up with that shit!
When I respond even in just a comment then I get the lord and master voice!
I can’t say anything to you without you becoming emothional!
That always makes me stop!
Here I drove out to get her,
Had.to.take out my recyclables,
My trash can was trapped by my car,
Could not do trash last night have no light on porch,
Had to use light on phone to climb porch,
Nearly one pm,
Judy just phoned,
Where are you?
Another adopted family,
My blood family suckes
But My adopted sisters rock,
Older and younger,
Most of the time,
I had the land lord send paper work for the trailer just in case to Judy in a fax this am,
All the printing I do I have to go to library either in Inde I endanger or Winthrop,Iowa,
Hells bell it’s only a dime per copy,
That baby is a steal!
So I told her where I was.
Judy says we’ll sometimes we need to remember the stress Penny’s under,
I do forget that sometimes!
Val Whitewolf 