Discouraged

Not perfect,

Just me,

Made to feel stupid,

Just asked if an application could be picked up for me,

Was told no one does applying that way any longer,

Maybe I chose friends wrongly,

Maybe I trust without discrimination,

Maybe pieces should never be friends,

Are we all so pointless, Are we all irrelevant?

Then she says maybe I should just find someone else to care for my cats,

I don’t think I’ll talk to her again!

She’s not the only one who feels,

Salt is burning my eyes,

Am I not allowed to ask a question!

I’m hungry,

Got to have good money coming in, then won’t dwell on the friend, I guess.I just lost.

It was grand being a part of Penny’s life even briefly,

She really doesn’t get what an empath is,

Or who this gay poet is,