Even non Christians

Singularity is not significant,five times in my sixty- face years, I know this to be true,

Blessings come to us all,

At fourteen, I took a forty-five loaded magnum from my dad,

He planned to murder seven of us then end his life, but his fourteen year old daughter(me).

Took the loaded gun from dad,

At eighteen, I was struck by a car on horseback a mile from the farm on West Ridge just out of Waukon,Iowa by eight miles,

The kid was late for chores and speeding on the hills(yes, we have hills in Iowa!),

The saddle went one way I the other,

See the since under the saddle went,

I spranged my left knee Aces Blue our palomino was pregnate with her first colt broke her leg,

The veterinarian said he had a singe that would hold her while her leg mended,

Mom saw her in the morning (AB)’s coat was saturated with sweat from her pain so momhad her put down,

The born somehow scraped his.elbow.

We lost mother and colt,

I was twenty-six after the Marines in 1985,

Went to Denver to be a nanny,

Found people do no appreciate hard working honest Iowans and that I was coming out,

First job I took was for a family of five in Castelrocj,Col.

He was a builder last name Bumgarden,

Married a stewardess much younger,

She never yelled at him but made all the staff look small with her childish behavior,

I took the job because I thought she was hot,

First and only job I was fired from,

She imagined my politeness was because I wanted to get her husband,

She told me at the online of the job I was to watch her middle I e son and the steak knives,

Dye ti the fact her middle son was a pawn,

A tool to the older son,

Funny how life mirrors life,

My babysitter was fodder fir our older narcississistic half sister,

Mrs.B thought maybe if the older sob told the middle son he’d like him if her killed himself he woukd,

That is so messed up!

I took another Nanny job,

Family Hale in Cherrymound,Colorado,

Toy business family,

At least with the other job I had eye candy,

Her husband allowed me his Jeep Wagonor to see Colorado on my days off ,

I always thanked him and brought him coffee,

She hated me for that, but I changed for no one polite is polite,

Lady from the nanny company wanted her own business, so she stold nanny from the Hales, to like Picard would tell number one!( Make it so! ) See, I’m a scholar and a nerd, I’m fine with that!

I was given the basement without a bed or a door for my room,

Had those veadie things hanging down like a hippy love in.

I wanted go home in the worse way,

So with the sixteen year old daughter the queen if liars in the house,

We went to get a dog,

The people were moving into their daughters home she was going blond,

She told them they co I kd go and see Beauregard anytime,

He’d have a huge yard to frolic in,

My word not the daughters word,

I got food,

Huge backpack,

Flashlight,

Sleeping bag,tent that never was used,

We were left on the outskirts of Denver Colorado,

We slept one night at a KOA fir eight dollars,

My.protectir slept on my chest,

We slept on the tent,

Found out something really important,

Actually three maybe four things that to.this day is still true,

There are good people in the world,

Don’t drink chocolate milk when over heated,

Animals are the best people,

No one believes a tent was never used,

I ended up giving the tent away;

And mothers are scarier then strangers,

We hit three rides no one believed we were a woman and a large dog,

Beauregard was Australian Shepard and black lab, (best dog),

Mom had called to talk to me and found out I was walking home,

Took three days. from Denver,CO, rode from Fort Morgan to Correlville Iowa in bread wagon,

All I had to give him was two little.bottles if root bear schnapps,

My mom threatened my life if I ever did that again and assured me we were nit keeping Beauregard,

Like the witness protection program. The name was hated by mom Beau became Pal after mom’s brothers favorite dog,

Pal was a member if my family for twelve years,

Pal had a reason to run in in Iowa and Wisconsin,

Mom had a best friend constantly at her side and would have protected my youngest nephews with hus last breath,

Mom called me home from Mt.Rushmore, where I was working to make the arrangements for Pal,

Pal had such arthritis and dad such a mean streak,

He demanded Pal move across the room whenever Pal looked like he was nit in pain,

In 1998, I came out I was Lead in Fudge and Ice Cream, best job I ever had with all the bells and whistles,

I rock at sakes and customer service and in high heaven when I write and figure,

Russ Jobman bigoted sister in law had fallen in love with a woman and my friends were gay,

Friends were betting on how long it would take to turn ne queen,

Babies were born gay we do not become!

And mom needed me and I always wanted to work at Telmark in Cable Wisconsin,

I got there in June 1998,

Chapter 11!

We were told as cooks and whatnots!

If you want your money for weeks of work, don’t take the check to bank you will never see the money take the check to the Co-op,

So I went to work until the end of the season in Door County at Wagon Trail Resort as a Prep cook

October end I was unemployed so I returned to Mc Donalds as Swing Shift Manager,

Transfer in 1999 from Prairie du chien,Wisconsin – Decorah Iowa a non gay friendly store,

Two thousand or 2K,

I went to work for Aramark in the Shenandiah National Park Skyland Lodge in Virginia,

First season April to Sundsy after Thanksgiving,

Park closes,

All seasonal loose our homes and our jobs,

In order to work the second season, it’s like Mount Rushmore, S.D. You have to have been asked to work that’s the only way you get hired second season,

My second season was March to Sunday after Thanksgiving,2001,

My last season, March to last Sunday after Thanksgiving,2002,

See, I angered my.lesbian boss by befriending her hottie girlfriend. Same sex discrimination. Wasn’t asked back, last season was stuck in the second stupidess job I ever had,

So my last raise took me eight months to recueve the quarter raise,

No one none of the seasonal work for Aramark for the great money or the crappy food if you eat in the employee dining room,

We work and live there because it’s the Shenandiah National Park,

In 2002, I drove for Dominoes in Luray,VA, until my head gasket blew. In one year, I drove 28000 miles delivering,

Six months after my head gasket blew, the bank came after my car,

The driver said, “You want me to tell them anything!’

Sure tell them without they money I could not fix the car,

Make money, pay bills, buy food

2005 lost homes Equal Housing did not cover LGBT,

So Becky Young , manager of low tent housing in Lutay,VA , eivted all LGBT renters,

American Red Cross can not help you if not protected under the law,

My friends in the Wild Womrn of the Blue Ridge Coven came to the rescue and rented a van at the Richmond Air Port in Richmond,VA,

Jane Quadri’s daughter drove ne back to the sink hole I call Iowa,

Where the only ones seen to have worth are heterosexual,

I believe a diverse community made up of artist are like garlic that enriches the blood or community

In 2008, I returned to college to get my BA in history then to work toward my Doctorite on history to teach college level history,

Granting mom and me a better life,

In 2010 my older half sister rewed number five,

That was also the year Diana Lee Dumpster started gaslighting our mom Marian D.Bittenger Heike,

Duana is a narcississits,

Marriage lasted a year,

In 2011, Dan Ahern became one of the smartest and bravest men I ever met even though they hid behind a divorce attorney to broach their freedom

In 2010, selling her lies, Diana brought her phone a piece of crap and Dan to Iowa with the lies I’m an abuser,

That dad beat mom, and he went into the home. I took over with a vengeance beating mom,

I was a full-time college student,

Went to school fulltime,

Cooked and did laundry for mom,

Was disabilied by Lynn Morrow, who on August on the eleventh at four pm after my final in Cultural Diversity went out got on my bike , Mickey Maynard, of North Carolina and a friend honored me with the gift of money from my first semester and the first three B’s I ever earned!

With that thirty bucks, I bought a used ten speed it was white with black trim,

I saw him come up behind me , so I got off and walked my bike,

He got even with me and turned his car into me

Literally moved my left knee cap,

I saw the windshield,

Covered my eyes in the crook of my elbow,

I went through the windshield on that elbow,

When he stopped after I blew up , not one but all of his airbags, I was tossed into fifth street head first!

They wanted to cut my book bag off but I had gotten it in Denver,CO. so they loosened it,I inquired about my bike they said they had set it on the curb,

See Lynn Morriw,93,retired attorney ran it over going 25 in a 5 mph zone,my bike left marks where it had literally landed on his bumper,

Lynn , being a good old boy, got no ticket!

For sticking the fifty year old gay woman who dared for her mom and dad!

Striking, the concrete smashed my right wrist to bits,

I was taken to the ER at Veterins Memorial Hospital in Waukon,Iowa,

No one did a catscan,

Lynn lied , said he was going home,

If he was there was no reason to turn into fifth street,

That August night, I was not kept overnight. I was cooking supper with mom,

December3rd,ten o three am,two fourteen night after Father Jo came to the house after learning all that Duana Lee D had suffered upon mom and me he suggested changing the power if attorney,

Diana was always able to run over Ellen, our younger sister,

The fucker never scared me,

The next night at 1003 pm, I died from Smoke burnt lungs,

I was brought back to life twice and had staples in my neck,

After a series of horrible things I erpertrated by the menace the daughter of a wife beater,

The mother and grandmother, of wife beater,,

Set our laundry room on fire so mother could not change the power of attorney,

I’m blessed with great guardian angels,

Yesterday was the third time someone from where I live stopped and helped me out,

Good people exist we are not all followers of a deity,

I just wish that young man had been my Daniel ,

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