Don’t think I’ll ever,
Don’t think I’ll ever let another,
Another woman into my heart,
It’s been scared,
Burnt,
I been lied to,
Tore up inside,
Crushed,
Nerve damage done, and that was by blood!
Don’t have to be a teenager,
Country singer to be scared,
A narcississ half sister did it,
Took my family,
My nephews were with my sister Ellen and mom, [were] my heart and soul,
My nephews allowed Diana Lee Dudley to foul their hearts,
Last time, I was at my sister’s was June 18th,2018 ,
Diana had lit up our laundry room,
Night after a priest came to talk to mom to protected her from Diana,
Electric driers are the cause of only two percent of laundry room fires in America ,
No one ever looked in to her,
[[human services of Iowa]] had sixteen pages of all she had done since 2010, to mom and no!
No one cared!
No one took a stand!
It was like we were abandoned,
Diana got exactly what she wanted,
Worked for,
Mom tried to be do strong,
Diana badgered mom,
Gaslight her!
In August after years of bullying of 2014, Diana told mom If I return to Luther College in September,
Diana would drive from
Called mom seventy times a week,
I paid the phone bill!
I was there ever time Diana made mom cry!
Mom would say crying after her whipping,
Everything she knew of my life and Ellens,
We would get mad at mom,
We didn’t understand how Stockholm syndrome worked,
It wears people down like erasing does an erraser,
Mom said ten times a day doesn’t she get it!
I’m her mother!
I don’t think she cared!
Diana wanted my granddaddy property,
Mom in Texas,
To do that, mom needed to lose her home,
Have no one to help her,
So the gay daughter (me) had to be disqualified,
It was all a game,
Her five husbands knew how to leave the matrix,
Simple divorce the bitch!
Mom didn’t have the option,
A bullit through the fucker Diana’s skull would have been our only way out!
June third two eighteen, I wrote in my blog going to see Ellen,
For three years I heard nothing from my only sister not since after my great niece’s birthday party,
Ellen asked if she could have a hug,
She told me she didn’t think I’d want to hug her,
Diana had been constant pushing hate and would have done exceedingly well as a drug seller ,
She had Ellen believing that the reason she could not get a great job with all her experience was because I was writing horrible stuff about her!
Wow! Diana gave me credit for harming mys baby sister,
The only monster in my family is the real daughter of a wife beater Diana Lee,
Her dad punched and kicked mom when carring diana lee,
Mom divorced her dad when diana was a year and a half,
Diana in Robert, her son’s RV, was sitting at Ellen’s,
She diana had told mom she would never take her home!
[diana] called the Allamakee County Sherriff Deoartment,
Two deputies showed up I have no idea what she told them,
I will in June getting the report,
Its public knowledge her slander,
Ellen’s death too!
I will never trust another human,
That’s exactly how abused animals feel,
She killed me twice with the smoke from her excellerated fire in our laundry room,
I might never get my nephews back the good goddammit christians, but I want them to really see the monster they follow who is not their friend or they’re aunt!
Val Whitewolf 