Roots,
Love,
Connections,
Home,
Fighting to stand,
Struggling to win
Not a game winning finding a place to belong,
Mom’s gone her earthly remains still mot come home,
And yes it matters,
Matters knowing neighbors,
Seeing your nephews,
Old.friends,
Kolnowing where those you love rest,
Driving home tonight from Walmart in Independence Iowa,
A place I could have live a live time without ever seeing,
The only reason I got here was because of a vindictive half sister,
I want to hold my.l nephews,
Danial Eric and Craig Ryan Mathis and their babies,
Well I guess I’ll go in I’m home now crying,
Pancdora playing with songs my baby suster woukd love,
These are the songs I listen to,
They bring Ellen near,
I miss her so,
A woman without country,
Stollen from me by a narcississ half-sister ,
The lies she told all to firce mlm from n her.home,
After she rid mom of hone,
Loyal gay daughter who swore at nine she would never not have her own home
That daughter Diana Lee made a monster ,
Killed mom’s cat Rusty,
Told mom Ellen didn’t want mom,
That lue killed Ellen October 29th,2020,
Four months and twenty-six days after mom,
Diana murdered two pain packs a week on our diabetic generous not perfect empath mom,
My best friend,
How could anyone ever believe I ever harmed anyone,
My artist generous mom slept to death,
Occasionally holding her cat, who when not held was kept in a cage,
Well, I’m going in,
Hold my babies,
Good night,
Gonna dream all those I love are near
Val Whitewolf 