August 1st,2023
Break time: today old oranges and only one lemon. The lemon for my tea.Only one orange was eatable. Rest of a package grahm crackers. While I swat at flies. Need about two packs of the darn things.No silly not flies strips. I have poop to collect, sheets in kitten pens to change might try my hand at fixing a door knob and removing my bedroom/office door knob.I don’t close it that way and I’ll more than likely be dead before the door witnesses sex again.But I need the handle. ONE DooR WITH pretty bird and Daughney behind only stays closed after I pull my typewriter(a writers friend up snug and very personal to the door.Hell I have a time pushing it to open.) The other kitty momma room has a safe tied to the outside door handle. I DID TRASh AND THE RECYCLING plus removed debris from passenger backseat too. What did you do today by eleven am?
Then I drove sixty-six miles to Tuesday food bank.Got liaf of bread,two things of glazed.donuts and baby potatos to give to Penny’s mom bag of plums and a bag of peaches,red grapes and.baby delicious apples. Then I drove ten more miles gota.twenty at an ATM at Kwik Star and headed to the Depot[Its a second hand store in DecorahIowa.] to buy some books.Then drove to see.Jean.The plan was to fetch things I had given her and her husband but her[Jean’s]minister was there and two ladies from Jean’s church to give holy communion. I left after that I was done in. I drove to Oelwein to give Penny’s mom the glauzed donuts andbabynpotatis. Penny later asked.me.if her mom had told me that this week, her lifelong friend who had stood up for her when she married Penny’s dad. Then I drove home it was about seven-thirty pm when I arrived home. Spoke to Ruth for three hours midnight to three am.
August seventh, two twenty-three Quaqueton,Iowa
Rose fed Boots and his daughters and three other kittens.Drive right to Quasqueton,Iowa gas station.Didn’t know it paid thirty cents more then what the gas prices are in.Independence,Iowa.Then to Oelwein,Iowa to the vet..Then back to Independence,Iowa. To Walmart.
August 9th and 10 th, I went to town put in five dollars. Made a couple of little video’s, Boots wanted to be fed at five am. Had no dlsoft kitty food and very little dry. Had no time to check on kittens if I had no one might have been dead yesterday.The little grey and white were so healthy they were Ladies kittens. I got food for m e and dry forbthe kittens.The mothers need the soft food but only Daughney and the old fucks het it.Its now 2.66 for four and got four packs and one e ixteen pound bag of cat food dry.Last week I got forty pounds in pine litter and twenty-two in dry food.Now I have forty two fifteen iwned on the seventeen to Boost my phone company. I put all food away.Had not ate all day so I thought I’d visit the mommas and the babies room . I found one month old laying dead still in the kittens bed. The second kaying on the floor. I scooped the kitten up and began check the small one over. I had heard a call for sometime. Didn’t know what it was so put it aside.I I took the kitten to my room.One eye was closed, the other eye looked dead. She told me it had been her calling to me. I got moisture into her and medicine.Told her she had to fight. She,her spirit had no fight left. Her spirit left in my arms.
Spoke to Ruth for an hour and was falling asleep. I had grey kitten and grey and white kitten with me on my lap. It’s intoxicating having cats on my lap.I fell into deep slumber, awaking at five am.Ate my yogurt, I was no longer frozen after I returned the milk replacer and milk to the fridge,watered the cats and kittens,Put the two kittens I had out of the room I’m opening and Sophie is leaving the room. I might have to murder Lewis he is going after my four month olds now.Had two severe pains streak through my TBI. Had to sit and write.I took stuff from the washer.roolemoved bedding in the cage kittens are poophing there two. It’s 1042am. Have two door knibs to remove from crappy cheap doors land lord hung in my refurbished mobile home that he uses all the money we gove him to better his own lot in life. He bills us for sewafe and trash and has smart meters on our homes.All our homes not to improve the mobile homes we are buying. improve them, but so he can charge up for any water that goes down our pipes. Then he takoes the lot rent we pay and trash and sewage and next month our taxes.Not once says this is for Val Heike in lot 21. No one but him builds credit.And the B is doing it with our money.

Well, that’s socks the two that died resemble him. Have three flyswatters know where none are. My head isn’t feeling like rubbing alcohol is being poured inside my head, so got to return to work. There’s a reason people love volunteers . I would love them to more later.