Don’t

Don’t become friends with strangers,

In parking lots,

In Walmart,

In the Pet area!

Don’t like that they need you,

Don’t be available for them, lock up your heart seal it with wax,

Put a stamp on it,

An instant ago that’s what I wanted to say!

But I’m not going to change who I am!

I was just told by someone I thought and loved as family that I took her cats and then I made her pay for it!

She had no place for cats when the ceiling started to fall and frozen pipes, Frozen toilet!

She only once in a year came by and came up and saw them!

All this time they’ve been in my home, in my heart, loved by me, fed by me,

She can say and convince herself of all the lies that she wants to tell herself but the truth is I never took money from her,

She bought food occasionally and kitty litter occasionally not for all the boxes just for a few,

I had her half of her kitties and my half of the kitties and kittens that would never would have had,

I regret nothing!

Her cats made my year,

I miss her I don’t think I’ll ever be friend a straight woman again,

I’ll keep memories of her and I will write about her cuz I saw value in her,

If someone tells you they’re writer and they write journal style,

That means that you’re in their life and they write you into their diary is a diary is what writing journal is and if you have the balls to read us our diary

How you come off and their life in my life is for me to see,

it’s idiotical to assume somebody in your life is going to wonder by my WordPress and here something about you

She got all caddy because she assumed that everybody in the world were going to want her by my writings and read what was in my heart when I was hurt and think oh that sounds just like Pentecostal!

I will continue to seek out friends that I can spend time with but I can love that I can adopt as family, what would you ever done if you had a sister and she was a writer and she wrote about you because you were in her life,

It amazes me how easy it is to be thrown away how easy people that you trust and you love ,

They throw you away but I’ve done my time on this I’ve been told pretty much the entire year what to do with Pentecostal,

I refuse to do it because I love her cats,

I love my cats since I’m going to be going to work in Dubuque and Cedar Rapids to my cats to do something with,

Don’t ever not seek to find someone’s heart you can touch,

Memories you can share moments you covet,

Life is too short to go through it without Love,