When fun runs out of friendship will they still talk to you?
Insecurity connects us in my lesbian community a friend reminds you of the insecurities you used to have?
I believe we’re more alike than we are different,
Its been two nights since I’ve talked to my friend in Arizona,
I miss her desperately,
I miss my old friend Penny too,
I really don’t get people’s alternative motives,
I had ordered the free notepad that you get for having had food stamps last year I had food stamps briefly,
Then because I made a little money selling books they lowering me the $2.96 for food stamps,
So I took the damn thing and I flung it out the window!
If you’re on food stamps and you make any money at all please lower your food stamps next to nill!
I couldn’t afford the $7 to have it shipped to me, this free notebook,
It arrived, I order it so I stuck it in the oven of the stove with the stuff that I have to put into a cupboard so someday when I get help taking that carpet out,
I can have the young people that hopefully come with CowboyJen and ask them to move that horrible thing that one of my cats thinks is a place to poop on out to the curb!
I knew it would make Penny smile,
In many ways pennies is poor as I am,
I don’t view myself as poor most the time only when I’m hungry,
There’s many ways to be hungry,
There’s food,
The thirst for knowledge,
The desire for a good movie,
I think I am evil to give two totally great Christmas presents I went to someone I see is a little sister Penny,
And to Ruth three boxes of saved goodies and a laptop,
Both those two women who never know how happy they mean,
I got to take my will with me when I go to town on the 2nd so you can have it notarized,
Just in case one day I don’t wake, I know my kitties, my books , my special things and my mobile home have a home or have someone special to love them and care for them when I’m dust,
Val Whitewolf 