Can you share a positive example of where you’ve felt loved?
Sorry like a friend of mine in Chicago data I’m going to opt out of this I have no food until Wednesday next. Only cat food, I have is hard crunchies. Unlike the rest of the country who got new insurance card that allows them to buy food , I had to reorder one they said 7 to 8 days when I checked yesterday there was no card no you card in my mailbox 13 days out.
So call them I called crappy ass Medicare United healthcare crappy ass Medicare only to find out they didn’t mean 7 or 8 days they meant 7 to 8 days work days which means 3 weeks so I will have no food except for the little tiny bit I got at the food bank and Independence Iowa tell next Wednesday. today I used $3 of my little tiny bit of money I had which leaves me with $5 cuz I don’t get to go anywhere unless I have gas I bought a bag of peanut.
Its is hard to say I love anything when I’m starving to death 12th generation American fifth generation Iowan I have no food. when I have food I share it with those that are with me. you can’t love anything about life when people on your Facebook account imagine that you want to be in their weight loss group and I eat less than probably anyone I know.
November I was told the government will be taking $164 for my social security check because Iowa was no longer going to pay for Medicare part 3 they took $300 in my check leaving me $660 I pay $500 to my landlord every month I couldn’t pay for my heat in December. I paid for my phone and what went to the landlord. he had said when he’d work on my furnace that he do it free his wife sent me two bills one for 200 and one for $300.
My ex still owes me four grand he sent me $100 so I can buy food I gave the landlord 50 of that. that’s December I took in nine cats for a friend she’s giving away two of them so I still have the other seven and her male cat has been busy trying to impregnate all my cats my Ruth cat or her used to be her Ruth cat had five kittens yesterday.
I have nothing to give the older cats they’re 15 years old if I have food I would give them my food because I love them.
When did I feel loved last time I’d have to be memorial weekend 214 when my baby sister and my mom were still alive they haven’t been crushed and tore assunder by my narcissistic half sister who murdered them both.
The monster my family put me on elder abuse so she’d could force our mother from her home after 2 and 1/2 years of Gaslighting. I have never harmed anyone in my life if she lived in Iowa should be dead I don’t allow anyone to to hurt me the way she hurt mother and I don’t trust anyone. Lost every single one that I love with all my heart because he couldn’t wait to believe whatever lies fell from her face.
Self-love what a myth.
Val Whitewolf 