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Describe your most ideal day from beginning to end.

I sleep only about 4 hours a night so depends on what I have to do when I rise . I get up around midnight to spend the best quality time I have years with someone I adopted as a sister ,

her name is Ruth she makes you feel like I’m the most blessed person in the world,

Ruth makes my day,

The day before I had gotten two boxes,

I opened one two days ago when you get two boxes when I get two boxes they are filled with two days of joy,

Joy doesn’t come every day in my life so it has savored,

I don’t like to waste specialness.

Boxes don’t normally come to my home for no apparent reason and so they have to last .

Its special to open a box full of treasures from Arizona.

I found gummy things I didn’t realize that they would help me sleep ,

So of course I ate three.

I was interested in trying them all so I did.

I fell asleep as never before.

I usually do stuff till I can’t go any further then I fall asleep,

Normally I answer the question at midnight. The question night before last I found to be dumb or hard so I didn’t do it until the next day.

Last night I fell asleep before midnight.

Ruth called me several times and she woke me at 12:30 a.m.

I had no idea how to turn off the phone or why it was ringing.

I fessed up to eating two but I believe I might have had four.

Tonight you refuse to talk to me I really wanted to talk to her empty you scared the shit out of me,

Then I check my mail.

I hadn’t posted a tick tock video last night cuz my phone had dropped to 5% my cord has gone I need to replace it this morning. so I posted my Tick tock video I made,

My morning video about cats,

I found my bra my hand-me-down bra this afternoon in a box of books when I was looking for a book that I had sold and goes to Virginia tomorrow.

I was really pleased bra’s can be very pricey. it was a nice thought,

I waited for it to load then Word. Last night I sold a book I have to find the book so that when I leave it goes with me so I can get a label to send it it goes to Virginia.

I have a doctor’s appointment this afternoon. I don’t think that I’ll probably get the book sent today depending on if I find it when I look in the box but right now I have to go potty.

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Mailed my sister’s package to Arizona I carried it from the car then couldn’t keep a grip of it so he had to push grab tote jab kick all the way through the two doors and into the mail room. When I arrived the postman said I wonder what I wonder what the noise was. sound like someone is dragging something across the carpet I said I did. The Mailman post office dude said I would have come out and got it from you and carried it in so I didn’t know that!

I got it here it’s all intact there’s nothing breakable inside is a beautiful book a Smithsonian on coins as a book dealer I have lots of beautiful books and snacks my sister in Arizonan funny the book made the box fifteen dollars heavier. That’s okay she is well worth as much as I can stick in there.

Then I went to the post office and I got a wolf sticker for my windshield and Necklace. My potpies were done when I got home. Got some yogurt and went back for lunch.

Just found the book it’s 1:00 and sleep for an hour go get the label go to the clinic and then go to Walmart get my cord and come home easy peasy lemon squeezy!

Then I have a nap.

Supper and right’ hey no we’re not putting on those no we’re not potty on those’. always have time to yell at Lewis for wanting to potty on clean underwear that came in the mail is supposed to be going to the Goodwill I don’t want to have to wash it again before I take it away cuz I didn’t wash it the first time it came washed.

And talk to Ruth and maybe play one of our games and then go to bed start all over again that’s my day of soft butch lesbian poet/writer,

For some reason for tonight she refused to talk to me,

It’s harsh,

As an empath I don’t understand people refusing to talk to me cuz I don’t think they understand how it hurts,

I think she saw a doctor today too,