Stereotypes

Stereotypes

It seems humorous to me,

That there are young lesbians,

that still believes,

That what a person friends them that they’re seeking future.

I find it to be interesting,

There are so many young lesbians ,

Sure that when they are friended someone is actually wanting their form,

I’m a pragmatist ,

Friendship for its own self is what I seek,

Life is not a con,

Friendship is more important than someone to date,

Someone to date is always there,

Friend has more value ,

A friend can last forever they’re not the same  as a lover,

The old adage is or the old thought was that lesbian date somebody and then they bring their U-Haul and move in that’s exactly what happened when I found Sherry online we dated she asked me to marry her ,

We never did marry,

Some say I bit the bullet,

Meaning I lucked out!

Sherry is one of my best friends,

I saw a marriage different as she did she’s been married several times,

I wish I’d never spend any of my mother’s money on anyone but me,

My friend Judy wanted an electric chair like mine so I bought her an electric chair,

She wanted me to loan her $2,200 so she could buy her old pickup from her daughter and pay a bill I loaned her the money she died before she paid me off,

Sherry had shamed Judy into starting to repay me,

Judy’s ernest in getting the money from me was more urgent than her desire to pay me back fifty  a month was what she paid me back,

Except months that there was  taxes,

Judy died owing me six hundred dollars,

Her husband was willing to pay me that six hundred dollars

I said no you keep that,

The loan was between sisters,

Not friends,it was money she thought she needed,

I’m sure Judy saw me as a mark,

To honor Judy’s memory I stopped playing where’s his friends,

Funny isn’t it those we feel see us in a different light only she has some tool,

Sherry stopped repaying me at two grand sure she had paid me four thousand,

Though I cannot test out of Statistics I’m a whizbang at math from my youth,

Two grand will never be four,

I always like the song ‘Welcome back Kotter!’

I’m an artist and a pragmatist,

To me love is different than friendship ,

I love those that I choose as sisters because those that I had with birth saw me as a tool to be used then gutted and left to perrish in my own blood like a guppy out of water,

They see me as valuable,

One does anyway,

I love her for it,

Ruth is priceless,

There are many hot women in the world,

I’m not looking for a hot woman,

Artsy fartsy animal lover who likes nature and Wisconsin with a work ethic,

Dating is dating it’s not romance,

Romance is more,

Age isn’t important,

I have always loved older women,

But worth is important,

I have an older girl named Lulu that needs me to feed her right now right now she is the only one that matters,

I will eat peanuts for the rest of the month we need cat food,

I need my car fixed so I can work 24/7 my business delivering and selling books,

I have always found it not everybody is your cup of tea,

I ‘m not everyone’s cup of tea,

Those that employ people only will employ those say like,

so I work for myself I have always done that on applications they ask you when you not been working for someone what have you been doing that is a stupid f****** question!

When Google grows up enough to actually spell out a word instead of a letter and a bunch of stars then other people would see you for your worth,

Someday someone might come up to me in say Walmart cat food isle and say want to go to a movie or eat in my kitchen ,

That will be the  woman for me,

The best place in the world to eat is in someone else’s kitchen,

I just wrote this to a young woman who had give me a long ass reason why she she thinks that you fall in love and you move to wherever they are or they moved wherever You are that is The stereotype for lesbians if you didn’t know we’re so simplistic we just load up a U-Haul and move to wherever it is the person we’re interested in it lives.

{Okay let me address now. when I seek a friend I see a friend I don’t I don’t know if you understand that a friend is not someone I would date friend holds more value. you can always find someone to date you friend somebody I friend somebody cuz I think maybe they’ll be a friend friends are valuable friends have worth I learned a very wonderful lesson into 20 just because you think someone is cute on Facebook they will never they usually have their own agenda. for her I was like the song from welcome back kotter I’m sure you’re way too young to even know who or what that show was or that it was a vehicle that launched John Travolta. it was a cute so cute show and the song is what had the worth I’m not someone’s I’m not someone’s way out in situation Sherry treated me like I was someone’s way out I had just inherited a lot of money for my mom who died at the hands of my older sister who had played her gas lit her then let our laundry room on fire and I die twice in 214 I have burnt lungs if I ever chose anyone to live with to love it would be because I loved her not because she was looking for a way out I live in a mobile home this is not where I plan to live all my life this was an investment I invested 10 grand on my mother’s money Sherry thought well this would be her way out so cost me 6500 to bring her from Georgia to Iowa only to have her decide on the second trip that she really didn’t want to be in Iowa so she loaded up as much as she could cram back into a 10 ft U-Haul and fled back to Georgia. I will never be foolish like that again somebody I friend is a friend for life or she becomes a sister and that takes time this sister I have now I spend every night with we watch Xena which is soft Butch like I am she will always love the love of her life who passed away 2 years ago that’s fine cuz I made her sister because I want to spend time with her and because she has worked she believes in what I’m doing and she supports me I’m not someone’s flash in the pan I’m an entrepreneur of writer who sells books I’m 66 years old I’m not seeking a 38-year-old I’m just looking for friends.}