I don’t like it when people assume that I can’t handle something,
I dare someone else to handle 44 cats a very in sizes and shapes and ages in their single wide trailer after they trusted friend after her ceiling fell in that she loved her cats,
I still think she loves her cats,
Don’t think you’ll ever understand how devastated I feel or felt my TV is just one of the horrible outcomes that came from having cats so many but I never said I couldn’t handle it or I couldn’t do it so how in the world could a relatively stranger lately say you can’t handle it,
I’m nursed them,
I held them,
I love them,
I watched them die in my arms,
I felt their last breath in my face,
I felt the fear go through there when they knew they were going to die,
It doesn’t matter the species fear of death is in every animal and human alike we are not different,
Our DNA is different maybe,
Our hearts are as good and is strong and our lives are as viable viable to those who love us,
The last thing of eating does before it dies,
Just look up into the eyes of the one who loves them or will me,
Kittens they hear me praying fight the bastard death fight fight fight,
Everybody Sophie’s beside because she knows I’m emotional she’s my empath cat who is one last surgery paid their balls go and then they go limp,
That’s death,
I held up I love them I care for them I laid many from last year to today interesting places and I love them with my whole heart,
I never said I couldn’t do it so how could a stranger have the gall to think it,
We took eight today kittens to the DVD shelter,
I kept two kids the videos that I take and my two kittens will be private,
Until we could leave here and have our own piece of ground with their own buildings and rescue other people’s animals people that are being forced into nursing homes nursing homes will never get it people live longer when they’re happier and have someone to love,
Val Whitewolf 