little fan

I’m going to do my best to survive the summer a little fan,

Last year I had $9 68 coming in a month,

Iowa threw out the Medicare part 3,

Now every month they take $198 from my social security check,

I’m a month back in electric and heat bill,

I can’t find the money to fix my car so I can’t work,

Every time I drive  I worry will this be the time it stops and I get killed or I kill somebody,

I have no choice I have to drive it it’s 8 miles to Independence Iowa,

I hate this it’s like having no legs,

If this is life might as well die,

No my kitties give me great joy ,

Somebody wanting to take wants to take my cats all and put them in Dubuque Humane Shelter,

I hear a lot of gun going off in my ear,

I feel my heart stopping,

My blood pooling around me,

All because if I were taking my money and a woman named cowboy Jan on tiktok taking my heart,

I hate the goddamn government insurance,

I want I want to work,

I want money coming in,

I want to build my business,

and Write,

Being on government Medicare like a gun to your head,