List three jobs you’d consider pursuing if money didn’t matter.
I’m an entrepreneur, I’ve always been an entrepreneur. I’ve always had to find work and usually I settle for working for myself. I can work as many hours as I can produce without falling asleep.
I would have to say my worst fault is that I have drive, so I push myself straight out until I hit my wall and then I fall asleep.
1.Carrying for others
I starve three weeks of the month if I’m lucky I get 140 calories a day. I’m 12th generation American fifth generation Iowan. the Iowa government takes $198 a month from my social security check and I’ve never been hospitalized unless I was being born or dying I died twice at two fourteen, I was four days intensive care that’s all I’ve ever been hospitalized.
The other day I took my neighbor to the store. I had just gotten a whole ninetythree bucks for food stamps. I bought her food she wanted a grapefruit and a couple other things. I bought her lunch. I know how to shop she doesn’t, she’s always saying she needs help budgeting her money.
The other day she got her food stamps she offered me to buy me food, she bought me eight pot pies. The the neighbor asked if I like this pudding I got no pudding. The neighbor was going to get yogurt because she knows Greek yogurts and pot pies all I live on. When the neighbor didn’t have anything to eat I gave her my peanuts after I told her I eat four bags of peanuts a month.
She mentioned the yogurt she bought, no yogurt. I will never ever go with anyone who says they’re going to get me groceries again. I’d rather starve then have to go without on purpose.¹
2.Selling and buying books and shipping across the US
When I sell books, Pango books receives my money they do a platform fee,they take out $2 they keep my money until my books have gotten to the buyer and then they say in 5 days(working days) it’ll be directly deposited it could take a month for me to make that twelve dollars.
That’s the difference between life and death to me and my kitties. I blog on tick tock and YouTube. I do most of my videos without comments. People not struggling understand nothing! I’m a writer and this is what I do, I sell books and I write and I blog there’s some no money in it but it doesn’t stop me from that being my career.
When I have a live young people can’t wait to get into my squares. They’re negative nasty many at all some of them store up the nasty to get in and let rip a negative belligerent term. TikTok allows me the avenue to make money and do the one thing I always wanted to have a radio show of sorts.
There’s always some asshole on tiktok who comes into my live and the first thing out of there yap is why aren’t I dying in some nursing home fuck you, I’m only 66! I’m older than them not old and they should be so lucky to get to be 66 my baby sister died at 59, my first year out of high school 10 of my classmates were dead in coffins.
Why are you here on tiktok I am an entrepreneur. I’m here to make money! And have fun if I have both of them I am successful, if I have to stop and figure out what the hell is wrong with you then I’m not having a good day or any fun!
3. Just rescuing animals
Since I was four I rescued animals. It’s not a burden to share what I have. There’s a burden to deal with hate doing my age or that I’m gay. Funny sad part of it is most of them clean be Christians wouldn’t know Jesus Christ the Jew if he sat down beside them.
my favorite line and a text I do not support is the meek show inherit the earth!
I am a meek poet and I don’t want it not after Republicans have destroyed it and made it only a crater waiting for a nuclear bomb to go off.
So if I could do it have money coming in and eat I would do all three. But mostly sell books right and blog that’s who I am I’m a poet learning how to be a fiction writer. I love research, I love being in college , could not test out of statistics I have two TBI’s. Owe sixty four grand. Dreamed of teaching.
Starving is never fun
striving to achieve
falling down
attempting again
not afraid
to fall down again
repetition is a key to success
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Val Whitewolf 