I’d like to say when I was nine

When was the first time you really felt like a grown up (if ever)?

But I fear I was 14 when I felt the weight of the world on my shoulders,

When I was 9 I told my mom she never have to worry about going to a nursing home,

I never figured out my older sister,

After five marriages and Diana being divorced by all his men never put in anyone’s will doing gunny for Mom and me,

I was fifty-three when she started gaslighting mom,

I was 14 when we’re at the cabin Ellen and her best friend Debbie Henry and Mom and Robbie and Julie and was Robbie who just I just found out died in August of 2021 and 54,

I took a loaded gun and 14 from my dad,

Cycles really do reoccur,

When Dad was 14 he was nearly beaten to death by his dad,

Dad and some of his mates broke into Grandad’s liquor cabinet had a wee of a good old time,

Dad paid for that!