Horrific drive home

Quasqueton diagonal,

A road that drives from Independence home,

Off the main road that comes out of Independence Iowa passed the library,

My neighbor had a doctor’s appointment last night at 4:00 pm ,

So first we went to the library in Winthrop, it is open 5 days a week Monday through Friday,

1:00 p.m. to 5:00 p.m.,

I bought $2 worth of books at 25 cents a piece,

I used the money out of my coin jar that I keep in the car,

Tressa bought a couple books she has several mine that I had bought to sell and then she borrowed out the library two books I would never well I haven’t seen the ones that I loaned her back I fear of the library getting theirs back,

Got to the  car she just kept repeating  January 10th January 10th January 10th January 10th,

I said what are you doing?

Teresa proceeded to tell me that if you repeat things five times you’re more likely to remember them,

I said write it down in your phone,

Teresa said you write it down to your phone so I did,

Then we drove to Kwik star so I could check the ATM I always like to spend what I have in the bank and I always like my money to actually be deposited before I spend it,

Then off to Goodwill oh my God she was in there forever in a day,

Teresa’s appointment was  at 4:00 and I hadn’t gotten my cat food at Walmart yet it was one of my purposes for coming that in the,

I had sat in the car and was freezing my tail,

As I was calling her after an hour she’d gone in to find tray’s TV trays that she had seen the day before she wanted to get for Pete for Christmas,

Then Teresa emerged with a ton of stuff jabbed it behind my seat that’s where I put my stuff,

I was having a pissy poor mood right at the time and I said ‘that’s where I put stuff’ when I get stuff so it’s handy for me to get it out by me so now to wander all the way over to the other side of the door when I get home in the dark no one cared I was pissed I was pissed and,

àTeresa said time got away from her she was having too much fun my mother was like that,

Then we went to Walmart I zoomed in I got ramen noodles I plan to have for supper last night but I fell asleep I had yogurt and got warm kitties on my lap and fell asleep I had planned have a nice live I have lives today,

No one seems to get but me this is my job and I like having lives on tiktok,

Teresa is a lover of trump, among other things and sure that tiktok will be taken down,

  I assure her there’s way too much money here and to be had for anyone to lose the right to do to talk without tick tock I have no food I have no way to take care of the cats I really have no way of paying any for anything I can’t fix my car,

I can’t do anything if I don’t fix  the car,

AaallI can’t work and screw anybody who thinks it they have the right to tell me I can’t do tick tock with a little s*** that think that I’m too old on you! As for old age I have just a kid,

I got Kitty food ramen noodles and went to the car and she was walking around the car ,

Upon many occasions Teresa has just wanted outside and opened the car door of car that’s not mine and I just have to giggle,

Then we were to the hospital and I was sitting in the car at the hospital knowing that we’d have to go back to Walmart so she get her medication and the neighbor called me to tell me to tell Teresa that he had her bill for her trailer so he could explain to her about the lot rent Teresa’s no dummy she worked for years at a bank you don’t think that when they see her cuz she looks clunky she’s after all like me a big nerd,

She needed a reversible tape tape on tape both sides so she had gotten her meds at the hospital and the pharmacy was still open so then we went to Norby’s it’s a farm feed store you like place is the only store I know that sells yummy chocolate and and black Easter eggs all year round.

By then it was 6:30 pitch dark and we had to drive home on a road that has no light on the side and no visible marks in the middle of the road so many times I was in the middle of the road it makes the car goes noisily along,

I was so freaking tired by that I had to get out get my stuff in my books ramen noodles cat food and there were the the plates that she had just gotten that she had put on top of the hood by the door so of course I got back in the car drove it down to her house called her she never could find her stupid phone in her purse so I waited about two clicks and then I went back home,

Kitties had no food so I had to feed them they had no food all day,

I had a moment of tears of my eyes when I went inside,

I miss Ling Ling so desperately much,

No one was whinning at the end of the hall,

I nearly hurt my voice shout hold on to your pants Ling Ling I’ll get to you as soon as I can I know you’re hungry,

My heart was bursting,

How dare all that I love die before me,

8:30 I finally got to sit down I had a yogurt kitties join my lap and I fell asleep,