Tonight I saw my first robins of this year,
I was outside because this morning crack it on 2:35 or something like that I got a phone call I didn’t answer it it was Teresa,
She was missing pork,
I went out this afternoon saw the robins found the pork,
Behind books in the back part by my tailgate was the last sack of grocery she had gotten,
If you have money buy real cheese!
Don’t leave pork in my car a whole day,
I drove Teresa to town her phone was going wackadoodle after she downloaded solitaire game that was crap!
So we drove to T-Mobile the gas place in Independence Iowa,
It’s happy to but that’s not the phraseology I was using referring to gay I feel right at home,
This evening when I found her cheese and her pork in the back part of my Chevy equinox,
not a
The pork wasn’t a roast,
Resembled a little waste of money four little tiny fillets,
Like a dainty little wealthy woman would buy when she was only going to feed herself instead of a decent pork roast like my mom would get,
You know that kind of roast an entire Midwest family would eat for two or three maybe four meals if Lucky, with gravy and little potatoes and carrots and onions and mushrooms the whole smorgasbord for more then one meal,
I have no idea what Teresa got from her mother it was not how to shop,
She was going to walk down to my home to get the cheese,
I figured I’d be put upon to go out and unlock the door I might as well drive it down so it did,
I would have thrown out the corn having 36 years working at Food service and being trained in ServSafe management the corner would have gone the pork did go actually I put it on the front porch so that the raccoon or the possum could have it when they came in for supper,
she says well I’ll throw away the cheese two I said no no you won’t I hate processed cheese but I don’t have cheese I don’t have money to buy cheese I get 91 screwy ass dollars a month for God damn food,
She spent Teresa a good $260 for food yesterday and we I drove her to town at no time did she look in my back of the car for her cheese her brat her corn and her pork!
I despise wastefulness,
I cannot abide people who at 70 almost have no clue how to shop,
I’m eating peanuts Teresa keeps no money out for another day but goes hog Wild in the store and buy food that I don’t have in my refrigerator,
I know it sounds Petty when I drive around town I drive wherever she wants to go I see no money I saw money yesterday she gave me $40 supposedly for my birthday,
to put gas in my car but I would rather have gas money in my hand so I could spend it on food and not gas,
My refrigerator is going belly up my car will be next because I can’t afford to have it fixed ,
I play a game so I can make a little money so I can have something to eat or feed my cat family,
I want a better life for myself and for my Ruth ,
Tonight my girls and boys and I will eat processed cheese and later peanuts and tea,
Val Whitewolf 