Christianity

I’m pleased my Great grand dad who was a Lutheran minister and who has fled Prussia in 1900,

Upon a steamer came great grandpa Robert and his wife and small boys,

Sailed to America,

I am ever so proud he was not of th3e ilk of the Christians residind in todays America ,

Today’s American christian  and east fodder for cults,

Americans pray to their god but do nothering to change,

I love the phrase God helps him who helps himself,

My neighbor spouts prayer and platitudes more than contemplate rational thought!

Great gramma and grand pa left a regime dedicated with pressuring ministers in the Lutheran church,

My family we better placed then some,

Grandpa had two brothers who served In the military guard the Uzars.¹

Year was 1900 they settled in Butternut and Sawyer County in northern Wisconsin.

Today my neighbor on the 6th of April he said she go to town with me I need a new glasses from a Dollar tree well it’s a $1.25 and come here baby fall on the floor. So I didn’t pick her up here after I had a smoothie actually I had two three smoothies. I believe she sees me as a meal ticket.

We’ll be driving along it should be praying away and I believe that God answer is such a deity helps those who help themselves but she is of the like mine of my ex neighbor that you pray God gives it to you.

There’s no work involved you just pray and God will give it to you I think that’s a cheesy ass excuse for not doing the work. 2 weeks ago on Wednesday we came back from Pizza Ranch she flung her coat and went to sleep woke up could not figure out for the life of her what she did with a 1700 in an envelope if that was my money I’d be scaring the house and nasty to everyone until I found that money.

Not Theresa Teresa’s going to blow it up. she got that you know I meant since I make less than her by quite a bit but I was just going to give her $25 so she could get her title tomorrow.

I had $35 left I need a cat food she zooms in the house comes back with his little tiny bag like that’s going to feed 12 adult cats two of those cats are nursing I had little tiny dab of cat dried food would not appease my baby cats.

I said I have no money to give to you I have $35 I have to get a cat food bag and then if I have to go to town tomorrow I have to have gas and then I’ll go back to just give me until I have the money tomorrow though I’m going to find a trucking company in the area it will pay for me to get the training so I can get a TDL so I can drive for some truck company not long distance. a lot of the companies pay to learn and I have never made $700 a week.

it’s 700 a week I can get some things that I need I can get help Ruth I can get my cat fixed I got to call that number tomorrow and find out if they got that paperwork well I’m going to call Ruth I’m going to watch the TV .

I’m completely fed up with not being able to have enough money to eat all month not having a decent refrigerator keeps saying it’s cold freezer that I can put ice cream in without it never becoming solid.

I want solar panels and generators for Ruth and me who put away things we need and I don’t want Ruth to have to have to have a roommate if she doesn’t want one.Its awful hard on her heart  and I don’t want her to die. Maybe I can find a woman that I can spend time with.

pay off my home make it solar powered and panel on the wall so when I leave it all goes with me and small motorhome for me and six cats.

Footnotes

1. Group of young men were a good upstanding families Royal blood. https://micronations.wiki/wiki/New_Prussian_Imperial_Guard

Elet guard of the family that ruled in Prussia.