Not taking out the white trash in Texas

What are you most proud of in your life? In 210 and 214, My sister did everything to get me to take my life, Gaslight our mom, Set our laundry room on fire, Forced her mother to Texas to Granbury, Financially abused her and she lived off our mother , Got the piece of groundContinue reading “Not taking out the white trash in Texas”

I’d like to say when I was nine

When was the first time you really felt like a grown up (if ever)? But I fear I was 14 when I felt the weight of the world on my shoulders, When I was 9 I told my mom she never have to worry about going to a nursing home, I never figured out myContinue reading “I’d like to say when I was nine”

things that remind me of Mom

What are your favorite types of foods? Nothing pisses me off more about the site then, Doing a writing, Only to find that there’s nothing here when I return, Everything mother made was my favorite, Including a taco soup that nearly choked me to death, She’s a soup had bay leaves, She thought she hadContinue reading “things that remind me of Mom”

Friendship Pennsylvania

Share a story about the furthest you’ve ever traveled from home. That was what I was 18. 1976 I wanted to dedicate myself to God. I wasn’t Catholic yet . Just a rebel without a cause I guess. as far as I’ve ever traveled in my entire life alone. When I got there it wasContinue reading “Friendship Pennsylvania”

CPTSD

Tell us about the last thing you got excited about. I get excited daily, I found out the other day my blood pressure is good, CPTSD is emotional, A gift for my narcissistic sister and she stripped me a family and lied me on the elder abuse so she could force her mother from herContinue reading “CPTSD”

I hate poverty

I hate how it affects friends Both poor, One who believes she lost somebody she loved, Someone I loved better than any blood, thought of as family, Purely because I  shared how she felt about a conversation, How strong was the friendship, Did the friend never forget that she was loved deeper then nust aContinue reading “I hate poverty”

Family food

If you could host a dinner and anyone you invite was sure to come, who would you invite? Marion Dolores Bittinger Heike my mom,passed in June 2020, Ellen Beth Heike Mathis,passed October 2020, Mary Florence Jean Ryan Fitzgerald,1991, Beatrice Regan(Bea)1994 Harriet Curtain Duggan (Florence’s cousin) Loretta Ryan Vonngey White Beulah Bowers , Alice and IreneContinue reading “Family food”

No

Have you ever had surgery? What for? One day coming out of the bathroom my mother had moved her cat box outside the door of the bathroom.  I managed to twist my ankles spin around bounce off of Norwegian bookcase magazine rack and plop on the floor. It had four prongs on top. On theContinue reading “No”

My mom and baby sister

Who would you like to talk to soon? lost in both in 2020, 7 months apart, both deaths due to my sister , how long to hug them and hear their voices I never leave them again they left me! too soon!

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