Category Archives: Feelings
When you think life is easy
Step back! Step back! Wait! Then attempt! You will see what we all know! Nothing is easy! It’s as true as all voice to talk are stupid! Got a bew vaccuum! Not had one since last year! Want to sit and be warm as I screwed in the handle, First went swell! Second screw leapedContinue reading “When you think life is easy”
Best birthday ever
Yesterday, I hit sixty-five, In a perfect world mom would have never been force from her home by a bully, and the law would have cared what her narcissistic older daughter did! Mom Marian D.Bittenger Heike and sister Ellen Beth Heike Mathis would still be alive, both victims of Diana Lee, But I got toContinue reading “Best birthday ever”
Pizza Ranch
Indepence,Iowa closes on Friday after noon, So we loaded up our three cars and drove to Oelwein,Iowa fie my.birthday lunch, I found it perfect, Penny had wanted.twi friends to join us, That would not have been perfect, This was, Penny her mom and me,
Best gift beyond price
Found in the Walmart parking lot in June, Just sang happy birthday to me, Adopted sister better then blood, Waited nearly a lifetime for her, Funny sad, Penny’s near exact age as Ellen Beth, my blood sister who never once just called me to sing happy birthday, What a blessing, Found on a June day,2022,Continue reading “Best gift beyond price”
To Breathe
Today, sixty-five years ago I entered this world backwards with the cord around my neck three times, Been struck twice by cars, Survived, Nearly drowned at ten with my little sister on my shoulders, Shot at fourteen when I took a loaded gun from my dad, Died twice from smoke of a fire set byContinue reading “To Breathe”
Happy Birthday to me
Hate job sites, They act like money fir.a better life is a game of hide and seek, They put up a false headline to see if we click on it . Then the first thing they show us isn’t the job we’re looking for its delivering for Door Dash! I walk with a cane andContinue reading “Happy Birthday to me”
Crushed by family negativity
A love, Georgia peach, Seventy-one crushed by blood, There is no respect, If there is no love, Older parents and gay child, I miss the hellian I know she is, Not the milk toast adult coloring southern peach, When she came briefly to Iowa, Sherry plated in the snow, Made snow balls, Threw them atContinue reading “Crushed by family negativity”
Wilson Cemetary
The outskirts of the cemetery, By my favorite big old pine, I laid five baby kittens, Near sacred land as all cemeteries are, Five miles from where they died next to my heart, In my.hands, With my fallen tears upon them, Now I don’t have to trust a male neighbor when he looks at meContinue reading “Wilson Cemetary”
Finally, the winter I recall
We are going to be in a winter storm watch, Weather people say nine am the ninth to three am the tenth, They are never on time, More like tomorrow afternoon to after noon on the tenth, Was Burr cold today, I had gone out in my t-shirt instead of my coat, Had a spiralsContinue reading “Finally, the winter I recall”