Yesterday, I hit sixty-five, In a perfect world mom would have never been force from her home by a bully, and the law would have cared what her narcissistic older daughter did! Mom Marian D.Bittenger Heike and sister Ellen Beth Heike Mathis would still be alive, both victims of Diana Lee, But I got toContinue reading “Best birthday ever”
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Pizza Ranch
Indepence,Iowa closes on Friday after noon, So we loaded up our three cars and drove to Oelwein,Iowa fie my.birthday lunch, I found it perfect, Penny had wanted.twi friends to join us, That would not have been perfect, This was, Penny her mom and me,
Best gift beyond price
Found in the Walmart parking lot in June, Just sang happy birthday to me, Adopted sister better then blood, Waited nearly a lifetime for her, Funny sad, Penny’s near exact age as Ellen Beth, my blood sister who never once just called me to sing happy birthday, What a blessing, Found on a June day,2022,Continue reading “Best gift beyond price”
To Breathe
Today, sixty-five years ago I entered this world backwards with the cord around my neck three times, Been struck twice by cars, Survived, Nearly drowned at ten with my little sister on my shoulders, Shot at fourteen when I took a loaded gun from my dad, Died twice from smoke of a fire set byContinue reading “To Breathe”
Crushed by family negativity
A love, Georgia peach, Seventy-one crushed by blood, There is no respect, If there is no love, Older parents and gay child, I miss the hellian I know she is, Not the milk toast adult coloring southern peach, When she came briefly to Iowa, Sherry plated in the snow, Made snow balls, Threw them atContinue reading “Crushed by family negativity”
Saddest
Babies in my freezer, Penny, when thought would only be one she wanted to cremated the baby, After all of Lillies and two of Penny,the cat’s Penny asked if we meaning if I could bury them, We’re not allowed to dig in the earth, I can’t press down on a shovel or climb a ladder,Continue reading “Saddest”
Little momma
Left another package outside my bedroom/office door, Cord still attached, I am feeding them every thirty minute,.every week older they will become stronger, Babies human or kitten are lovely and , Simply amazing! All life is! https://youtube.com/shorts/TY5dKR41X-s?feature=share
Great lungs
Two babies, strong lungs, Healthy young mother still like dear in head lights, I know that feeling, Seventeen and raped in the basement of dad’s office by an electrician, Was always gay, After that, never trust men,
Mother’s love
Waited, Done her duty, Assisted her mother in law like her mom, Her husband, her son, gone by two thousand, Good loving son, Good loving husband to Pat, Mother in law strong survived Covid, Returned to Good Sam in Waukon,Iowa, Died that Saturday, So close to Christmas, Gone at one hindered and three, Laura ZidlickyContinue reading “Mother’s love”
Deeply
Deeply touched, Two of dear friends, Adopted family, Keeping to go onto retirement home with, My poem and a ty rainbow bear, And a vase mom loved, I’m touched, And Pat is deeply, Within a blank verse poets heart, Loved!