With memories, Mammals that stand on four feet or two, Their passing stays with me, Their memories consume me, Tears cress my eyelids, Empting out, Believe me vacant , alone, It’s not fair that they leave me alone, A memory, A photo, In my ears I hear their heartbeat, loneliness and poverty and death isContinue reading “Eyes are brimming”
Category Archives: pain
A poof of smoke
That’s what we are Smoke! Life is a bitch coming into the world , And life is all fucked up leaving it, I for myself starred life a breech baby with a cord wrapped around my neck three times, Having dammed if I’m going to go out for the last time any easier, I haveContinue reading “A poof of smoke”
My heart breaks again
Every time I fall in love, Assholes says there’s only a cat, Nobody is only a cat , dog or horse, I’m losing my two favorite things Sassy Mae was underneath my feet this evening, I have no idea what happened to Xena but he’s in pain, I crawled into the grave with it itContinue reading “My heart breaks again”
56-80,Cantos 4,Lord Byron,Childe Harold’s Pilgramage
Listen to the most recent episode of my podcast: 56-80,Cantos 4,Lord Byron https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/val-heike-whitewolf/episodes/56-80-Cantos-4-Lord-Byron-e2hq884
concerned
Might have a blood clot by my left calf, My cousin Charles Heike’s wife Ann, Died while my cousin Charles was on a hunting trip at the cabin in northern Wisconsin, She had surgery survived, Before she go home died, Blood clot! https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTL6PwjNL/
I like a sleeper cell
When I was a kid sleeper so referred to the Communist within, Within America, Spies implanted to wake and take over America, When I think sleeper cell, Sleeper cell to me is shingles, Shingles is a relative to herpes, Except herpes is treated right away, Shingle shot shot cost too much, Last year it wasContinue reading “I like a sleeper cell”
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Cancer Shingles Healing makes one tired Never had cancer, Sister Ruth has caused her to sleep, Shingles make me tired, From the rash , Water blisters, To the peeling skin, Its like a cheap facelift on my ass,
Shingles
First shot, Water blisters larger, Last longer, Like small boils, Some pop, Like cavities your fingers find them, Inly makes me happy I’m not seeing anyone, It wasn’t sex I got you these herpes descendants, It was childhood chicken pox,
Being fifty
Describe the most ambitious DIY project you’ve ever taken on. At forty-nine I told my favorite aunt, my aunt Clarion’s husband was a pissant named Bud, Bud’s real name was Julian Jasper so we called him Bud, Mom had a tendency, of whenever she wasn’t happy and it all life what she assumed others thoughtContinue reading “Being fifty”
why are you senior citizens retire
Sell their homes When still young In their 60s Move into a retirement home Wait to die Instead enjoying every day they can stand and breathe, Enjoy it with someone or an animal or just sit under a tree, Why do everyone take their live for granted! Every sun rise, Every sunset! Every Star filledContinue reading “why are you senior citizens retire”
Val Whitewolf 