crying – Page 9 – Val Whitewolf

The Noel Diary

This is what love is all about, It’s a moment you can’t speak cuz emotion has tore you asunder, Its blissful love that sneaks up on you, A beautiful young woman and a hunk, As good as a Hallmark,

Finally sat down to have a first cup of tea, Just one cat annoys me gives her great joy, Lilly jumped up on the table by my teacup by my tea pot scolded my lap threw the teapot on the floor right on the electrical cord pity I wasn’t electrocuted, Picked her up and IContinue reading “sometimes you just had enough”

do you ever wonder?

When fun runs out of friendship will they still talk to you? Insecurity connects us in my lesbian community a friend reminds you of the insecurities you used to have? I believe we’re more alike than we are different, Its been two nights since I’ve talked to my friend in Arizona, I miss her desperately,Continue reading “do you ever wonder?”

Without a kitten

My homes a shell, Empty like my heart, https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPRcSGnKw/

my last Maine Coon kitten

Thomas Chester Heike the 4th, you struggle is you under this world, I did! The cord was wrapped three times around my neck, Life is a struggle coming into the world, Going out! With a cry and a SWAT in the ass you’ve rocked, On the way out you cry baby kittens scream in yourContinue reading “my last Maine Coon kitten”

Don’t

Don’t become friends with strangers, In parking lots, In Walmart, In the Pet area! Don’t like that they need you, Don’t be available for them, lock up your heart seal it with wax, Put a stamp on it, An instant ago that’s what I wanted to say! But I’m not going to change who IContinue reading “Don’t”

fish gots swim Bird’s got to fly

My mom Marian D.Bittinger Heike, Used to sing that song all the time I’m not sure the name but that was one of the lines, Until that fateful night, My baby sister’s 17th year, Late getting home, Drunk is a skunk, Ellen broke Mom’s heart, tell Mom that when she sang, It made her earsContinue reading “fish gots swim Bird’s got to fly”

I just read something interesting

I don’t believe I needed to be told, This is the warmest December ever, I knew it was the warmest in my life, Sixty Five Christmases have passed, It was 52 yesterday and today, Never been outside Christmas Eve day in shorts, this is not Arizona, I’ve seen December so cold snot frozen your nose,Continue reading “I just read something interesting”

Blessed

Battery dies, A true gentleman of Iowa comes to jump it, Bagley was his name, I asked him how much I owe him, he said nothing, You said Merry Christmas and he told me where his shop was and he shook my hand, That was the first two blessings today. Fellow tick tock name CowboyContinue reading “Blessed”

The most hungry

Go down in history, Twenty twenty three, Hungryst year of my Life, Rather died at birth, I lived so my cats survive, My one great joy is to write, Any to share the night with my adopted sister Ruth, No coin is in my pocket , December twenty three the US government took $300 fromContinue reading “The most hungry”