When fun runs out of friendship will they still talk to you? Insecurity connects us in my lesbian community a friend reminds you of the insecurities you used to have? I believe we’re more alike than we are different, Its been two nights since I’ve talked to my friend in Arizona, I miss her desperately,Continue reading “do you ever wonder?”
Category Archives: firstperson
Studabaker
What is your all time favorite automobile? Birds egg shell blue , Mom’s , At sixteen Diana got the car, Dad when he was courting mom he drove a red and white Mercury, For myself Val the first car I owned not hand me down, Was a little red Geo, The year was two thousandContinue reading “Studabaker”
Games we play,
lies we are told, traps delivered to download, non gain games, Balls world does everything they said they didn’t do and nothing they said they did. Listen to “Ever realize why we play certain games.” from Val’s Whitewolf Books on Anchor: https://anchor.fm/val-heike-whitewolf/episodes/Money-Games-why-they-are-played-e2doqa2/Ever-realize-why-we-play-certain-games-aaplsq6 Listen to “A multiplier ball drop to win money” from Val’s Whitewolf BooksContinue reading “Games we play,”
Published Poet since 1985
How are you creative? I’m a poet, Tonight at Sister Ruth’s, Sister of choice, In Sun City, Arizonia, Last fall, A question parts her lips , Can You insulate? The landlord evicted her, Gave her six months, Toward fall finding no place to move, Only getting fifteen hundred a month and that’s Ruth’s rent, ThenContinue reading “Published Poet since 1985”
no experience
if a job says high school graduate, no experience necessary, a person must really have to suck, to get notification from Walmart, telling you they have decided to go another way, for a job you have not even applied to, you applied to deliver groceries, you were hired, the app on your phone no oneContinue reading “no experience”
Without a kitten
My homes a shell, Empty like my heart, https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPRcSGnKw/
my last Maine Coon kitten
Thomas Chester Heike the 4th, you struggle is you under this world, I did! The cord was wrapped three times around my neck, Life is a struggle coming into the world, Going out! With a cry and a SWAT in the ass you’ve rocked, On the way out you cry baby kittens scream in yourContinue reading “my last Maine Coon kitten”
Gay USA
Who are the biggest influences in your life? I learned my voice did matter. That I was not alone.That I was not a freak. It took me to forty years to know that I was not a mistake,am error. Gay USA taught me that.
Don’t
Don’t become friends with strangers, In parking lots, In Walmart, In the Pet area! Don’t like that they need you, Don’t be available for them, lock up your heart seal it with wax, Put a stamp on it, An instant ago that’s what I wanted to say! But I’m not going to change who IContinue reading “Don’t”
Vessel
🤠Jen, my Christmas vessel, She wasn’t Santa, her gift was more than something bought by followers, The real McCoy, Iowan, Salt of the Earth, Unrappable gift! Came Saturday, All the time she was here until the end I felt like deer in headlights! Today I feel lost! Day after Christmas! Harsh World continues, CowboyJenContinue reading “Vessel”