Are for disappointments, Not for lamentations, Anger, Deep blues, Missing, Moments gone, Memories never made again, Not for you, Your leaving, You never understood what my family did by believing I ever harmed anyone! You could not be bothered to go to the authority’s and tell them the Val you know! You thought it meaninglyContinue reading “Tears”
Category Archives: CPTSD
Wayward son
My Godson, Funny, Warm, At five my little love, Now thirty-three, No longer pure, Daniel Eric Mathis, Player, Hero not mine, Not when husband Gsy aunt needed him to stand up for her, Cowards like his mother afraid of her half sister, Fool the aunt, Tears in her eyes, Coal where her heart was, HeContinue reading “Wayward son”
Ok has the world simply gone Nuts?
Jobsites ask we want to go to college! Then if we want a credit card , Huh, how can needed a job make someone believe we have $$$ to freely spend? I seek a job at home, Full-time book seller, Not fancy clothes, I shake! I spill, TBI, CPTSD, Want to pay off my home,Continue reading “Ok has the world simply gone Nuts?”
Going home
So much I want to go, Hold my youngest nephew, My hand hurts, I want to stand on Ellen’s front porch, Last time I was chased away when Diana fraudulently called Allamakee Sherriff and reported falsely about me, She crushed my attempt to have my baby sisters back while she lived, I want all back,Continue reading “Going home”
Hero
Daniel Eric Mathis, My godson! My nephew, My sister Ellen’s second son, Why could he not stand up for me! Why did he rush in a fire for strangers? But his innocent gay aunt he allowed his half aunt to butcher with her lies? I will forever love him, But I am not proud ofContinue reading “Hero”
Humanity
Burns me to the quick! Mother was safe from her first born, All the horrid things she did to mom and me , No one cared, As my youngest nephews grow older thirty-one and three, Deception will taint their days too, Lucky for the world DLDudley nearing seventy-five years are numbered, Eternity will be filledContinue reading “Humanity”
Legs up in the air
Electric chairs are bitches, Best excersise in the world, Get your heart rate racing, Brain excersises too, Figuring out first how to see, Then how to maneuver to reach the extention cord the plus fell out of, The air ignited by curse words your using, Then you finally see that which can not be grasp,Continue reading “Legs up in the air”
Bleeders
We children of alcoholics, When our folks bicker we their kids suffer, The bleeding never stops, My dad before me suffered, Grandpa Paul was a first Sargent in the Medical Corps, As a boy granddad was one of the kids that detailed was to find wounded and dead comrades in the trenches in France, FlandersContinue reading “Bleeders”
Yesterday
A shit head filed another false report and sent a young man from the Sherriff dept. To my mobile home, If that person was in front of me they would feel my wrath, I don’t intercede in anyone’s life space; Who I am and whi I touch with lice is my prerogative, I live simplyContinue reading “Yesterday”
Ahuh
I say it all the time, Penny says your saying it again, It just works, Sometimes other words works but will be negative?, I have PSTD , I panic, A gift from my narcissistic half sister, I panic, I also say Yep, And Sure, And Pen!
Val Whitewolf 