PTSD – Val Whitewolf

Never

How do you want to retire? The government starts if you crap when you put on disability for 10 years , they change your insurance, more crap, your choices of who to go to stop, then Iowa changes the rules, remove Medicare part 3, I didn’t know I had crap, this is what people foughtContinue reading “Never”

Traditions

Write about a few of your favorite family traditions. Holidays were my mom, Church wish for God, Mother would clean and cook, My kid sister did whatever she wanted, Dad sat in a chair, I’m sure that’s not what he did when he was young at home, I hope that’s not what he did, GrandmaContinue reading “Traditions”

Snow is on its way,

My right knee says its tree, Pain in the center of my right knee, I did cheat and peaked at the weather, Seventy percent tonight, Slick tomorrow Val will not get out, Funny my right knee hurts before a storm never during, Snow will be fine, I might simply glare at it through the window,Continue reading “Snow is on its way,”

Poop

Poor, When I say poor, People smile, Do anyone listen, I was just asked to tell a neighbor ufbI go to Waterloo would I tell him, Git no soso, No money to buy it, No cat food, Nothing but air in th red shit hole of a bank that pays literately nothing to use myContinue reading “Poop”

TBI

For years nothing but feeling the wall ramming, This year crippling pain from the back lower left of my brain, Waukon,Iowa firemen rammed my head into the wall extracting me from our smoke gilled.home, I was dead, Took aboard a hellicopter, I had burnt lungs, They put nine metal staples in my .neck, I hadContinue reading “TBI”

The U card

First time since two fourteen November, Food on my table not from others pocket, If goverment could have now why not before, Two hundred and five a month, Before January twenty twenty two, I ate on twenty a week, I dare you to, Money pays the $150/month to buy my mobile home, Three hundred aContinue reading “The U card”

Hi C

Surprise still on market , Not improved, Tasted better at Nana’s Myself twelve, Nana’s gamous summer family pinics, Her old water jug, Nabs,mom’s mom had an old ceramic pictured grey in colir, Think was her momma’s Want go see hers and grandad’s restuing place in Spencer Iowa, Want to see Arnal’s Park on Lake Oknoji,Continue reading “Hi C”

No woman got it going

Don’t think I’ll ever, Don’t think I’ll ever let another, Another woman into my heart, It’s been scared, Burnt, I been lied to, Tore up inside, Crushed, Nerve damage done, and that was by blood! Don’t have to be a teenager, Country singer to be scared, A narcississ half sister did it, Took my family,Continue reading “No woman got it going”

I have a TBI and CPSTD

One is from being slammed into a road then a wall, The other us from my older half sister, I just made unintentionally to feel stupid, Because I posted it, I had nothing to do with either, They both scared me as an individual and a person, As an empath and a writer I feelContinue reading “I have a TBI and CPSTD”

Money

Are lives judged, Hell yes, Vanna White on taxes puts down, Her job as I enter turner, I too have done something for thirty years! I write, I’m a writer, Money doesn’t denote my worth, Mom worked in the office and co-fatmed with dad and raised one hundred and one horses, American Quarter and PaintContinue reading “Money”