Singularity is not significant,five times in my sixty- face years, I know this to be true, Blessings come to us all, At fourteen, I took a forty-five loaded magnum from my dad, He planned to murder seven of us then end his life, but his fourteen year old daughter(me). Took the loaded gun from dad,Continue reading “Even non Christians”
Category Archives: PTSD
Lies scare(I wrote in 2016)
Chapter One The Drive Betcha lies from people with NPD scar As we age I discover over and over we still carry the same wants and fears we bore in youth. Yesterday an adopted sister mentioned that she had erased her words with friends. Judy was sure since she had not heard from her friendContinue reading “Lies scare(I wrote in 2016)”
Honor
More than a word: More than a deed, More than heart felt, Honor is action, Placing you in harms way, More than placing others first, Honor takes dedication, How is this honor spelt? Semphi! Ask any Marine he will say Always faithful@ I wore that uniform, I wore that code, When I was in need,Continue reading “Honor”
She cried,
Her mother cried, If I had taken my life during the horrid lies spread by my half-sister in two fourteen, My half-sister would have danced a jig, It would have allowed my family no guilt as they believed the gay daught had abused and beaten my mom, My not ending my pain changed nothing DianaContinue reading “She cried,”
Mother’s love
Waited, Done her duty, Assisted her mother in law like her mom, Her husband, her son, gone by two thousand, Good loving son, Good loving husband to Pat, Mother in law strong survived Covid, Returned to Good Sam in Waukon,Iowa, Died that Saturday, So close to Christmas, Gone at one hindered and three, Laura ZidlickyContinue reading “Mother’s love”
It’s hard being me
All the ghost stand back watching, I refuse to crumble, Friends who appear preaching I hate that ! I go through this life alone, The wind is firce for a Tuesday neigh Wenesday morning, I have my little family but gosh would love to have a near lesbian friend, Some one whom at least whenContinue reading “It’s hard being me”
Going home
So much I want to go, Hold my youngest nephew, My hand hurts, I want to stand on Ellen’s front porch, Last time I was chased away when Diana fraudulently called Allamakee Sherriff and reported falsely about me, She crushed my attempt to have my baby sisters back while she lived, I want all back,Continue reading “Going home”
Legs up in the air
Electric chairs are bitches, Best excersise in the world, Get your heart rate racing, Brain excersises too, Figuring out first how to see, Then how to maneuver to reach the extention cord the plus fell out of, The air ignited by curse words your using, Then you finally see that which can not be grasp,Continue reading “Legs up in the air”
Bleeders
We children of alcoholics, When our folks bicker we their kids suffer, The bleeding never stops, My dad before me suffered, Grandpa Paul was a first Sargent in the Medical Corps, As a boy granddad was one of the kids that detailed was to find wounded and dead comrades in the trenches in France, FlandersContinue reading “Bleeders”
Ahuh
I say it all the time, Penny says your saying it again, It just works, Sometimes other words works but will be negative?, I have PSTD , I panic, A gift from my narcissistic half sister, I panic, I also say Yep, And Sure, And Pen!
Val Whitewolf 