Without

For two years and 3 days,

All I had went for cats,

Cat food,

At no time did I have luxuries,

The woman who bragged on fostering so many kittens had only four of the oldest of her nine cats fixed,

I didn’t know that when I stood up and took them from the house condemned,

Stop at your mother f*****,

They shit all over my carpet I had to remove it,

I have removed all but underneath two chairs I cannot move,

I’m carpetless,

At no time to the woman making good money give me enough Kitty boxes or kitty litter,

Summer before last summer I had 44 kittens,

Last litter I had 21 kittens I lost all but four

When I told her older kitties were ill and no time did she say I’ll make an appointment for them to go to the vet,

I lost two of my cats in 2 years,

Two of her younger adults and three of her eldest,

Of her oldest of whom normally people would love the most couldn’t even bother to ask about when she call,

One sixteen pound bag and forty pounds of kitty litter every two weeks or one time a month was no time beneficial,

and last year every two or three months you might have litter or food delivered,

We all ate what little food I got,

If you really are interested in how people lose weight the starve in the richest country in the world most full of propaganda we starve,

The oldest white cat sister to Ling Ling who just passed away at age 18 taught other cats how to scratch my walls so I have many places that have been scratched that sends me at the wall and I go ballistic!

Oh miss Penn had ideas how to stop that I ideas never came to fruitation,

Miss Penn had ideas how to find homes for kittens,

At no time did she help me find kitten homes,

We twice  took  kittens to the Humane society in Dubuque and as I stood there,

Having  cared for the eleven  kittens  giving them blood, sweat and tears Miss Penn lied,

Told the lady that I took in pregnant cats,

At no time confessing that the five cats and the male that I had taken in were hers and that they proceeded to impregnate my females that I had never intended them to be pregnant,

We had picked up for extra kitties so I had actually taken in 13 cats,

I’d raise cats since I was four but helping your mother at four is not doing it yourself,

I went without clothes ,food , luxuries,

I sell books and no time was their money in 2 years to buy books so that I could sell more books,

I have a book going out today in South Carolina but I was buying it first no wait till it gets light it’s 4:49 a.m. right now,

I’d used my sleeping bag in a window this year to keep the cold out so cats pooped and s*** all over it so it’s watching now so I can hang it on my porch so it will dry so I can hide it in my car,

the things I had wanted for my home I never got,

I need a paint job I need tile on my floor I want to be solar power,

I want to be working I wanted to have money to fix my car if I needed it I have nothing my money went to the cats,

Miss Penn doesn’t work now she had this year to call Humane shelter to get other cats in there,

Miss Penn’s excuse it was always I called but they don’t call back f*** that f*** f***, 

A lady,

A Butch lesbian like myself out of her own pocket after Sherry asked her to help me took cats twice to the Humane shelter, 

From from tick tock took cats and kittens twice and paid for them out of her pocket so they get into the humane shelter,

All this time Miss Penn has been living with her little dog in a motel that’s run down in Oelwein, Iowa paying out a fortune a week to live there,

All this time she could have had four of her cats living in a mobile home here Quasqueton paying a fraction of which he pays to live in a room in a old motel,

There’s a reason cat facilities and dog facilities have volunteers cuz you go and saying if you have to be stuck with them day and day out while other people just water on with their life,

There’s a reason her daughter stop talking to her her daughter did all the work well she worked she wasn’t there she didn’t care for any of the kittens her daughter did,

Miss Penn owes her daughter the biggest I’m sorry I didn’t understand what you did for the kitties cleaning the Cat boxes half the job it is not the full job being there while they’re crying holding them while they’re dying loving them giving your heart to them!

These are cats they’re part of my heart. this is how I know this is the job for me it’s job I’ve had all my life.

This is a job I’ve had all my life and I cared for cats and dogs and horses and chickens and cows. This not something I take on likely. I have been  a certified vet tech before but life interceded and that’s not what I did.