love is more

more than holding hands more than looking lovingly into her eyes love is being there love is not trying, Love is doing, love is patience love is time time spent in the presents there’s no endurance in love plenty of heart being there for them even if there is Iowa and there is Sun CityContinue reading “love is more”

The last night

My live, On TikTok, Number of haters, Donning their crosses, Chose to come into my live Shouting the religion, On my uncaring ears, When no one fell down and offered them alms, They turn to the trump lovers I knew they were, Then out of their mouths I became a f*****, Ruffians and bullies areContinue reading “The last night”

This week

I lost four babies, 3 3-month-old kittens, all special, unique, individuals, Snikers, my silver grey kitten  who was 5 months old Snikers spirit left his body in my arms in my bedroom, So was just an empty vessel that I put in a bag and put in the trash, God damn I hate that! IContinue reading “This week”

In sixty six years

What’s the coolest thing you’ve ever found (and kept)? Many things , Fifty dollars in a ditch outside of my home town, $20 at an ATM, A cane handle engraved August 1909, Ruth on FaceBook best thing , Two boxes of wood older then still put I books in No I was right Ruth

Sky tonight

Ruby and red Showing through the trees A Christmas card photo, I was driving by at the time all I did was make a moment saved in my memory, I rather have had a photo, Photo allows me to share that moment I guess this will work, Might even find it’s way too more people,Continue reading “Sky tonight”

The  most pain and I’ve ever suffered

That includes a narcissist sister, Penetrating a car windshield, I’m just sitting with why you up, I have a born spur on my left heel, And the pain insufferable, But I’m a trooper I’m going to get up one in the bathroom and go to the  kitchen, Sweep him off my floor, Looks through boxesContinue reading “The  most pain and I’ve ever suffered”

2014

Is there an age or year of your life you would re-live? I have been painted a monster, Falsehood buy an older sister who wanted to financial abuse our mother, I had no idea what she had in mind, Diana harassed mother to get what she wanted which is my granddad’s piece of ground inContinue reading “2014”

Three wishes

You have three magic genie wishes, what are you asking for? 1.Kept my mom  in Iowa and we were not taunted and forced from her home after my oldest sister started to fire our laundry room after two and a half years of gaslighting. Ellen would still be alive. And mom who is poisoned withContinue reading “Three wishes”

Marian Dolores Heike

Describe a family member. My mom, Born November 4th 1927, Worked  in DeKalb and Des Moines, Vacationed in Biloxi Mississippi 1955, Met the love of her life Don Bender, A player Don was, Mom got the old routine my wife doesn’t understand me, I sure his wife understood him way too well, After mom andContinue reading “Marian Dolores Heike”

Memories

Tonight on my live on TikTok my sister came in tonight my Ruth it was awesome. Years ago when I had returned to college at 50. I asked my blood sister if she would go to the Christmas concert on campus with me and Mom she said no I have a date. Why is itContinue reading “Memories”

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